..+ hApPy . . . sAd . . . hApPy . . .

.. happy

..+ march 21. i turned 19. hehehe well of coarse i was really happy and blessed because God gave me another year to face life with full of trials and adventures and i know i have to face more difficult yet exciting challenges in life.

..+ i just hope and pray that as i grow older, i can face and handle all the problems that i may be encounter and i also wish that i can be a more responsible and dedicated in all the things that i will be doing and to become a better person to God, to my family and to the people around me..
..+ i promise to myself and to you .

i will be the same mAaNn you once knew.

.. sad

..+ i was at my desk surfing the net and chatting with some of my friends. when the clock strikes at 12:00 midnight, i know it was the start of my big day. then birthday greetings came. my friend, jp and sandy buzzed me up and greeted me a "happy birthday" and shared their wishes for me, lea called me up and even sung a birthday song for me, my college close friends isai, carlo, pikot, thor texted me up and and my childhood bestfriend eilyn. i was then happy about it knowing that its still 12 midnight then they manage to greet me up.

..+ the sad part was, i know he was still up at that time coz i texted him and he replied.. (you know who you are, and i bet you know whom im refering to..) weve texted for a short time, maybe i just got more or less 5 replies from him.. but within that replies he never greeted me yet.. maybe i was just expecting too much from him that he would greet me right away. sandy was even cheering me up that he would just greet me first thing in the morning but i bet he forgot cause if he does remember he would automatically greet me up, right?, i felt really sad about it. then lea, texted him also, i dont know what she had told him in her message..

..+ sun is up! and its really my day. my family greeted me first thing in the morning and my 3 year old nephew even sung to me a birthday song.. hehehe and it was great. and yes, i got a text message from him, saying " apee brthday ". of coarse i replied him saying, "i know you forgot it". then he was so honest that he admitted that totally forget it that without the text of lea he would not remember. so, to sum it up.. he forgot it! and it really suckz to know that your boyfriend forgets your birthday!, sh*t.. then we exchanged text messages and with that sort of communication we tend to brought up the problem between us and then we both thinking of breaking up.. breaking up at my birthday?! its so irritating! it suckz!

..+ i dont know how to react about it. its just i expected too much from him and he failed not because he failed to greet me up but there were some other reasons behind it. i really felt unfair on my part on what had happened.. cause for me, i have given my part but its like he never noticed it or shall i say he just taken me for granted that much.. i just want to talk to him and patch things up.

.. happy

..+ my day is almost over but despite of the sad moments happened earlier at that day, everything turns alright and happy again. there were still follow up greetings from nikki, sarah, te aihza, elsie, fave ann, choy and other friends. i was with my college friends, keere, pikot, archie, carlo, isai, re ann and thor then we went to cilio`s place. there we had fun even though i did not stayed long, we had reviewed our notes in physics, we enjoyed biking, and they even taught me some simple piece in keyboards. i was really happy about it. maybe your asking why my friends whom i was with was all boys?, hehehe its just majority of my closed friend were boys and at that time nikki went home at their place.

..+ and about him.. yah him im refering to him.. weve talked, and i think it turned alright.. i hope it does.. this time we`ll be more responsible enough.

..+ haysh my day was soo full of happenings that i never expected that would happen. i know this is just the start of a new journey. i was so thankful to lea and sandy for being there for me all the way and hope they wont change. hehehe thanks a lot guys! keere, pikot, archie, carlo, isai, re ann and thor , cilio thankz also!

..+ for my birthday celebration.. i just keep you posted.. hehehe

happy birthday..!

alweiz,
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